Here are my nocturnal random ramblings as I study and prepare myself for this special time of the year:
This month reminds me to do a bit more of something good rather than nothing at all.
Maybe a little more Shamati and a little less Dibarti; Make time to look at myself self in the mirror, and practice saying, with no hesitation or second thought, "hello how are you?" so that I will be ready to share that greeting with someone during the day; Maybe a little reading, from left to right, right to left, no matter which language, to stock up on good words and to share.
In Elul, if it is a hard time for introspection, maybe introspection could happen in a comfortable resting place. I personally can use a month and a forest worth of it.
In the same place where you go for Shabbat, after prayers have been said and food has been eaten and stories have been shared and everyone has gone home… after everything, but before you reach for the crystal candle holders where the wax is burning to its end, take a few seconds to say the blessings of ages.
This month can shed a bit of light on our soul, perhaps in that familiar place where we keep precious items.
Look up just two words: mercy and forgiveness. In English, they sound gorgeous, seemingly rare and invaluable concepts, accessible only in the divine plane. In Spanish, Misericordia and Perdon could be two aunts of mine. Yet in Hebrew, they are even more manifold and plural. They could feel meaningless like sand under your feet, yet be an angel's answer to someone else.
These words are here for us. Let them get air and sunshine. Take them out for a walk. Introduce them to someone.
This month reminds us we all have plenty of mercy and forgiveness to spare. I challenge you to find someone who could always refuse them.
Find yourself in a happier world
ברחמים וסליחות - b'rachamim oo'salchanoot
With Mercy and Forgiveness - Marciel